About Huney...

I'm very optimistic and not to judgmental, I'm bi-racial (half Asian: Filipina & half African: Sierra Leonean), I'm a Scorpio born in the year of the Dragon (1988), I enjoy improving my lifestyle and having the finest things in life! I'm a BlackBerry ADDICT!! And I can be girly but at the same time I tend to posses boy-like-tendencies...




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YOU LOSE.

" LOVE is giving him the power to DESTROY yu, but trusting him NOT TO! "

Everything I knew, everything that I was is gone.
Going through a great deal of change and I don't think Im going to like it.
I miss what I knew, I miss what Im used to, I MISS WHO I WAS!

YOU choose not to change but expected me to change.
YOU choose to continuing doing what yu do but expect me to be okay with it!
YOU choose to let me go and expect me to be here when YOU want to come back.
YOU choose to stop loving me but EXPECT ME TO STILL LOVE YOU!
YOU CHOOSE NOT TO STAY BUT EXPECT ME TO STAY AND WAIT FOR YOU.

I was a damn fool and took you back NUMEROUS TIMES!
I was a damn fool and left a better man FOR YOU
I was a damn fool and DROPPED MY LIFE AND WHO I WAS FOR YOU
I was a damn fool and cut my friends off BECAUSE YU WANTED ME TOO
I was a damn fool and waited for you
I was a damn fool and DID EVERYTHING YU SAID!
I was a damn fool and thought you would change
I was a damn fool FOR NOT SEEING WHO YOU REALLY WERE
and most important I was a DAMN FOOL and BELIEVED in ALL YOUR DAMN LIES!

I let yu win by crying
I let yu win by feeling hurt
I let yu win by being jealous
I let yu win by loosing trust in people
I let yu win by being bitter
I let yu win by always thinking about yu
I let yu win by constantly taking you back
I let yu win by knowing I would always be here for you
I let yu win by still loving you!

BUT NO LONGER WILL YOU WIN,
NO LONGER WILL I BE that DAMN FOOL,
AND NO LONGER WILL IT ALWAYS BE YOU!!

Im finally letting go, Its gonna be hard but I WILL do it
Im finally letting go, Its gonna hurt but IT WILL heal
Im finally letting go, I forgive you but ..... Im through
OVER AND DONE WITH, FINISHED, FINIT-O, COMPLET-O, NO MORE-O

FROM NOW ON ITS GONNA BE ABOUT ME LIKE HOW IT USED TO BE,
BEFORE ME AND YOU EVER EXISTED!

I'M GOING BACK TO THE OLD ME THE BETTER ME, WHEN I WAS ALWAYS HAPPY
I'M GOING BACK TO THE OLD ME THE BETTER ME, WHEN I WAS ALWAYS SMILING
I'M GOING BACK TO THE OLD ME THE BETTER ME, WHEN I WAS ALWAYS LAUGHING
I'M GOING BACK TO THE OLD ME THE BETTER ME, WHEN I WAS DRAMA FREE

* IM GOING BACK TO THE OLD ME THE BETTER BITCH, NOT THE NEW ME THE BITTER BITCH *

BUT I THANK YOU FOR THE EXPERIENCE IT HELPED ME, I LEARNED FROM IT, GOT STRONGER FROM IT.

BYE BYE LOVE, I'm not lovin' yu, the way I wanted to
I know I said I'm through, but got love for you.
but even though I still love you, it HAS to end.
this phase will soon be over!
...... you lose.
bye


 

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